Taking risks

Waving goodbye is the hardest part in our lives. Sometimes, we have to take risks even if it will lead us to nothing just to know what's in store for us in the future. "Risk nothing, gain nothing." I'm not a believer in risking because I'm scared to gain nothing and regret everything. People always say that we should move forward and never get stuck in the past and present. But why am I feeling empty and lonely? Am I even doing the right thing?

I always feel like I want to go on my own way and find where I'm supposed to be. I'm scared to risk everything that people are dying to have but there's always something that is missing. A missing piece that I can't find anywhere or to anyone. I want to look for it but I can't move forward because I don't want to regret it in the end. And now I finally did. I did follow my heart like a homeless person looking for a tiny piece that I don't even have a clue what is it or I'm just really looking for nothing. 

There's no coming back in risking. Once you risked everything, you can't take it back and say that you've made the wrong decision, you just have to wait. Wait until you finally found the answer you've been looking for. But what if I'm just waiting for nothing?