Walkin away

I tried to save my heart from breaking into pieces again... but I was too late. I can't really manipulate everything. If it's not really meant to be, it will never be. I thought it's easy to change someone's heart but it's clearly not. I promised to myself that I wouldn't get hurt again... but I still did for the nth time. Why do I always chase people who don't even see the best in me? Why do I love looking stupid and getting hurt? I gave up everything just to be with the person that my heart's screaming. Instead of staying, she walked away. I'm done. I'm done looking stupid. I'm now ready to stand up again and walk away. I want to say a lot of things but I can't find the right words to express what I truly feel. I honestly wrote this song when I wasn't broken, but now it sums up everything that I'm feeling right now. 

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You're a shooting star that landed on my world
Like an angel that saved me from my worst
But then you broke me temporarily

Can't reach you
Can't have you
Can't be with you
Cause you walked away

They call me a fool
But can you blame a stupid heart
Screaming just a name
Cause it is and will always be yours

It is over now
A game I'll never win
Call me a quitter
But it's just too much for me already

I was a fool
I blame my own stupid heart
Screamed out a name
Cause it is but cannot be yours

Cause you're
Just a shooting star
That left my lonely world
Just an angel
Who once saved me from my worst
Butbyou can't break me anymore

Cause I won't need you
Won't love you
I'll be fine without you
Cause I'm walking away

I won't be a fool
I don't like to blame my own heart
Won't scream a name
Won't scream a name
Won't scream your name
...cause I'm walking away